not friendly like they used to anymore = (
22 November 2010 | 1:54 AM | 0 Notification(s)
hurmm . . kami tidak semesra dulu laek =(( arggghhhh ! rasa ingin berteriak jak tuk ilank segala tension ne ! but apa daya ku untuk lakukan suma tuew ! sungguh diriku lemah ! teramat lemah ! dengan capa laek ak harus mengadu karn suma ini ! dengan capa ku harus luahkan segala ne ! ak btul3x tidak tahu harus dengan capa ak mawu citakan ! hurmm MEREKA ? ak merasakan mereka suda busan dengan cerita ku ! ku tiak sanggp laek mwu menyusahkn mereka ! ak tiak mwu laek seretkan mereka masuk ke dalam segala masalah ku ne ! sungguh diriku tidak sanggup !!whether I should choose a short path to get out of this problem? but how ?! i cant leave him ! I too love her to was unable to leave her! I have promised him that I would not leave him! but why he did not appreciate me as a lover! really ignored me again! himself preoccupied with his motorcycle world alone! not even think of myself! not want to shackle my life, but I also need the attention from himself. . desperately need attention from himself!I think I have made the decision that I feel best for me and him! I had to leave him! our best interests. . I have not felt that he still loves me! I did not love him anymore! I really miss him hugs! I really missed him always care about me!really miss him! syg're sorry, but unfortunately had to do all to the good and the dignity of love as a woman!Labels: luahan